It's so simple every time.

Love. will bears only reasons of love.

I'll love You when I'm happy.

I'll love You when I'm tired.

I'll love You when I'm old.

I'll keep on loving You...

because You first chose to love me.

Ahahaha.

Thank God.

for all the good and bad lately.

Yes,

Jesus loves Me.

Cause' the bible tells me so.

:)

i'm still waiting for Christmas...

I know you see and you hear. You're practically everywhere I go. You'd listen to my silent prays that turns into rants in the end. I love you not because You blessed me so much every day, but because I felt the love You first had for me.

I'm happy to live everyday w/o anything but just being able to proclaim you my Father. But maybe I'm a bad child sometimes. & even so you gave me repentance. I know You're Good.

But Father, now I tell you I feel so weak. This is the first time I'm telling you I feel weak since school started. I never like school. You gave me friends, brother and sisters in Your name whom made me feels at least there's something to look forward to in school. Thank you. But still, I feel my course is wearing me out. I feel so diminished. I don't know how to summarise to you, but I guess you know. Since You're witnessing everything. Times I feel strong is time when I refresh sentence of Your promise. But reality creeps in like so often, like every 1 sec as my heart beat lately. I don't know if it is because I see things differently from what the others are, or is it because it's just you know..., yea. Tired is the only word I guess suitable to sum all emotions up. Yes, my spirit is willing but my flesh is weak. Sometimes i feel i'm only human. so weak.

But I know, with You by my side, things always works out in the end if i'd given my best. I will. I just... wanna tell you now.

I feel so weak. Father, help me.

I'm so looking forward to Christmas.

I like Paul. Paul Chang.

He's witty, cute, humorous, nice, "muscular", and holds a Law Degree from NUS.

Now, if you're thinking who Paul Chang is...

He's my Tourism Law Lecturer and Tutor.

" E = mong cha cha "

& oh no. I dun "like" like him.

just... you know. like.

anyway, he's married. (hahaha)

see, i told you all good guys are taken. if not dead.

But the good thing is,

Christmas is coming... & I have a wishlist already.

Yawns.

I'm talking crap already. Tired.

Nights.

Today's sermon brought up the point of "faithful spouse".

Hmms. Good food for thought, huh?

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